Hi salam readers!😁
Idk how to start, so,,
Hv fun reading!
"Kau taktahu weh, dia tu depan lain , belakang lain gila"
I do remember his words. I mean my closest friend's in school. Trust me. I never thought yang I dgn that person yang dia mention tu would become as closed as we were. Satu hari tu, aku sedar yang EH WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY? Is he wanna be my friend? Teringatkan apa yg my closest friend aka AK cakap tu, i even ask manyy peops if i really can make him as friend. Pastu, ada yg ckp kenapa pe semua, and they said hes ok cuz dia tak pernah kutuk i kat skolah mcm mana dia kutuk this one girl. Dia takde pulak cerita dia taksuka I. And yeah, i also ask AK , and dia cuma suruh i berhatihati, sbb dia taktahu la yg tht guy camana skrg sbb manusia boleh berubah. And dia tanak la halang org lain berkawan, but tu lah AK asked me to be extra careful.
Yep , i hv been EXTRA CAREFUL, but idk , maybe im not that careful or Allah just want this to happen kan. Udah deh serahin aja sama Allah . HEHE . rn, Allah shows me bukan cuma dia depan lain belakang lain, he also cakap lain buat lain. Allahuu .
IT IS MY FAULT EXPECTING HE WOULD BE SINCERE EITHER IN FRONT OR MY BACK .
IT IS MY FAULT I DIDNT CAREFUL ENOUGH IN CHOOSING FRIEND.
IT IS MY FAULT HOPING THAT HE WILL TURN OUT TO BE SOMEONE BETTER.
So, i pilih utk build distance. So that he will no longer can do "depan lain belakang lain" towards me.
How?
I know what his dislikes, Ive been someone he doesnt like ha ha ha gigih kan sis? Weh im no longer can bear those hurts ah. Sama je dpn lain blkg lain tu dgn TIPU . SAMA! hahaha k tak emo. Okay lepastu, alhamdulillah biiznillah, Allah let the distance appears between us. And alhamdulillah hes with someone else now. Allah saves me . Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah 💜.
Trust me, im tired of being someone who i am not. And since, Allah has made him fall into that girl, i can be me myself back. Alhamdulillah. And currently, i feel like myself again biiznillah alhamdulillah. I could sense the muka kerek my acts towards stranger. I feel like undergoing recoveries, more independant, more garang and wiser. Alhamdulillah i sense my prev-self.
Ya Muqallibal Qulub, thabbit qalbi fi di nik. Amiin.
Night! Wassalam 😊
Idk how to start, so,,
Hv fun reading!
"Kau taktahu weh, dia tu depan lain , belakang lain gila"
I do remember his words. I mean my closest friend's in school. Trust me. I never thought yang I dgn that person yang dia mention tu would become as closed as we were. Satu hari tu, aku sedar yang EH WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY? Is he wanna be my friend? Teringatkan apa yg my closest friend aka AK cakap tu, i even ask manyy peops if i really can make him as friend. Pastu, ada yg ckp kenapa pe semua, and they said hes ok cuz dia tak pernah kutuk i kat skolah mcm mana dia kutuk this one girl. Dia takde pulak cerita dia taksuka I. And yeah, i also ask AK , and dia cuma suruh i berhatihati, sbb dia taktahu la yg tht guy camana skrg sbb manusia boleh berubah. And dia tanak la halang org lain berkawan, but tu lah AK asked me to be extra careful.
Yep , i hv been EXTRA CAREFUL, but idk , maybe im not that careful or Allah just want this to happen kan. Udah deh serahin aja sama Allah . HEHE . rn, Allah shows me bukan cuma dia depan lain belakang lain, he also cakap lain buat lain. Allahuu .
IT IS MY FAULT EXPECTING HE WOULD BE SINCERE EITHER IN FRONT OR MY BACK .
IT IS MY FAULT I DIDNT CAREFUL ENOUGH IN CHOOSING FRIEND.
IT IS MY FAULT HOPING THAT HE WILL TURN OUT TO BE SOMEONE BETTER.
So, i pilih utk build distance. So that he will no longer can do "depan lain belakang lain" towards me.
How?
I know what his dislikes, Ive been someone he doesnt like ha ha ha gigih kan sis? Weh im no longer can bear those hurts ah. Sama je dpn lain blkg lain tu dgn TIPU . SAMA! hahaha k tak emo. Okay lepastu, alhamdulillah biiznillah, Allah let the distance appears between us. And alhamdulillah hes with someone else now. Allah saves me . Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah 💜.
Trust me, im tired of being someone who i am not. And since, Allah has made him fall into that girl, i can be me myself back. Alhamdulillah. And currently, i feel like myself again biiznillah alhamdulillah. I could sense the muka kerek my acts towards stranger. I feel like undergoing recoveries, more independant, more garang and wiser. Alhamdulillah i sense my prev-self.
Ya Muqallibal Qulub, thabbit qalbi fi di nik. Amiin.
Night! Wassalam 😊
