My very last chance that you wasted.

Salam peops.

I would like to start this entry dgn my tweet harini,,

You hurt me more than he did . But these days,i bleed less than before 😁 #countingdaystoleavezefeels nananananana 

Lets start puitisnyaaa!

You hurt me more than he did. But these days, i bleed less than before.
You made me fell harder than i ever was. Gratefully, i rise quicker than you ever thought.

I gave you my very last chance that millions of guys always wanted , but you wasted it easily.
I taught myself to learn accepting others' flaws, and youre the first who earned, but you never realised.

Now, how much i realised i really shouldnt give you the chance. 
In days forward, ill go .
Somewhere far away to leave the feels that i ever felt for you. 
Exactly like what i did to him-in-my-past. 
Like how i left every piece of love for him in Seoul. 
Trust me, insyaallah biiznillah, ill be completely heal right after im home.

As i arrive there, ill consider everything is done. My done is a forever done. There will be no second chance for ya.

These few months, i gave you space.time. to think.to realise. But seems like you never even need em. 

Im sorry because all i would do is moving on . Thankyou for existing. 


Alhamdulillah Im healing insyaallah thankyou.
Sincerely,SM.

Bait penghargaan seorang Hamba.

Salam Ramadhan Kareem wa Barakah.
So, words are currently playing in my mind, so enjoy!
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. 😊

Dear Allah yang menggenggam hati aku,

Buruknya aku, Kau ilhamkan kebaikan.
Sombongnya aku, Kau taarufkan kesyukuran.
Gelisahnya aku, Kau ukir ketenangan.
Berdosanya aku, Kau rezekikan keampunan.
Jahatnya aku, Kau detikkan keinsafan.
Lemahnya aku, Kau kurniakan kekuatan.
Susahnya aku, Kau nyatakan kemudahan.
Sakitnya aku, Kau datangkan kesembuhan.
Sedihnya aku, Kau hadirkan kegembiraan.
Marahnya aku, Kau kenalkan erti kesabaran.
Deritanya aku, Kau berikan kebahagiaan.
Peritnya aku, Kau hulurkan kesenangan.
Sulitnya aku, Kau suluhkan jalan.
Buntunya aku, Kau tunjukkan penyelesaian.
Rebahnya aku, Kau ajarkan kesungguhan.
Tewasnya aku, Kau bimbingku ke arah kemenangan. 
Sunyinya aku, Kau sentiasa menjadi peneman.

Ya Rabb yg Maha Menguasai seisi langit dan bumi, dunia dan akhirat, nyata dan ghaib, serta segala tiap sesuatu. Sungguh, Allahu rabbi adalah sebab dan punca aku masih bertahan, masih teguh berdiri, di saat semua yakin aku akan tersungkur. Benar, Dia lah satu-satunya harapan aku,kamu dan kita. Duhai diri, dan semua, moga kita tidak berputus asa untuk redha dan rahmatNya, kerana Dia, sentiasa ada untuk kita. الحمدلله .

أستغفر الله العظيم
حسبنا الله ونعم الوكيل نعم المولى ونعم النصير

Sincerely,
HambaNya yang masih merangkak menuju redhaNya.

Keliru?

Salam mahabbah gais.
So as the title above, sis nak cer sikit pasal keliru. Keliru dgn org depan mata/sekeliling dgn org yg jauh but kinda special in our lives or once being special in our lives.

Since, apa yg i slalu perhati , bila dah masuk u, masing2 bawak haluan en , pastu nampak baru yg depan mata , yg seakan akan yg pernah rapat pernah sentiasa di samping kita, but tidak lagi. Hm

Just agree with me sbb ive been through this too. Even my friend told me he had crush on this girl, someone he just usha for months. Pastu kat sentence dia ada la "...mcm xxxx" haa that xxxx was his crush kat sekolah dulu. Then, i told him that he might confused dgn apa yg dia pernah suka ((attitudes)) kat someone else dulu dgn yg baru ni, he just need to reconfirm of what he really feels. Sebab yelah nanti kot kalau if the girl also attach to him pastu rupanya2 he just confused, he might breaks her heart,, sebab yelah kadang2 kita rindu dgn how someone treat us once upon a time. Yg skrg smua dah takde smua tinggal kenangan. So bila someone else do just like the way org tu buat dulu, kita rasa mcm bahagia mcm yg pernah kita lalui dulu. So yeah, we dont have to terus cakap suka dia , especially if they have commons with what we HAD.

So im gonna tell you those kekeliruan i ever been bumped into.
Well yeah you know la kan yg posts awal2 dulu move from blehblehbleh . Hahahah ok so
I started my uni life , then tetiba ada sorg ni has srsly prangai mcm tht person in my past. Lepas tu, cam we frequently contact pastu i felt like weh diorg serious ada commons pastu tetiba i tersedar, i dont even like him, i do like his attitude that totally similar with him-the-one-that-in-my-past . I keep telling myself . No you might hurt him later if he into me. He was into me, but then i do feel rs sebersalah because ye lah you buat org fall for you pastu you baru tersedar you dont really fall for that person. Sigh. Im so sorry. 😪 I keep telling myself to stop hurting others as i really do wanna stop ((since Dec'15)) ha ye lah since that person hurts me like A LOT. Hahaha eh hurt "past tense" kay hahahaha .

Second, yep also classmate, he got his name yg bila pronounce sama, he even hebat yakmat dalam subjek bio, ye lah sama macam tu en . Hm . Lepastu bila test ke even kelas , our kedudukan cam accidentally sebelah2 but jarak utk laluan like i had (always) with that one in my past. Ha cuba bayangkan nama sama minat sama apa yg go through in life pun lebih kurang. Kau rasa? Hahaha kadang ternampak muka mcm dia pun ya. (Selalu act) but my classmate ni tembam sikit lel.
But still. Haha

So ni la confuse2 yg pernah i alami. Okay, so awak2 yg rasa mcm suka someone, recheck balik, either are you suka dia sbb apa yg dia ada lebih kurang dgn apa yg awak pernah ada ke memang suka dia completely.? Because of her/himself. Sbb if you have that person dgn kenyataan you just like them for the things that you ever had, nnt satu hari nanti , kau akan sedar, yg kau cuma rindukan someone in your past. Bukan sbb suka dia. Time tu kau akan sakitkan hati dia, sbb dia dah suka kau. Hm. Kalau kau baik, kau pun akan rasa sakit sbb kau sakitkan hati org yg kau tak sepatutnya sakitkan. So utk elakkan all these hurts, pls pls pls do clarify your own confusion. Recheck either kau cuma confuse, or you really into that person.

Goodluck!
Thankyou,. ✨